i really am.. a lot of things are happening and i really feel like skipping trainings and ignoring homework just to play everyday. i was contemplating with myself whether to go training or not tmr cuz i lost my only pair of daily contacts. but anyways , i decided to be good and go for training :DDDDDDDDD

i cant believe it , theres training on friday , i hope its in the morning ... ahhhh star awards ! so exciting haha sorry .... im excited for almost anything but homework and training.

someone tell me that it isn't real. please? i really hope that every part of it is just a very very wild guess and not a reality. the God i know strengthens the weak .... He will come for me :D please come quick !

im really glad i made the right decision : to go for training haha

i really felt quite crappy after i got home from parkway, must be the long bus ride. oh but the best thing about today is that i went shopping AHHHH! 100% enjoyment! its like esctacy but in a less harmful form. i bought my star awards dress , and a shawl (its the first shawl ive ever had haha and both the dress and shawl are BLACK )

i was deciding between two dresses.. the first one was nice but needs to be worn with a belt , faithe thought it looked nice i quite liked it. the second one was also nice but it was a tube dress (whatever you call it) and i decided that i would get it and not the first one because it was much more formal than the first one(the first one look like the can-wear-to-shop kind) and i could wear it to other formal events
MUAHAHA !

i love you tweenie! ur a really great friend you know that ? btw theres one picture on ur phone i really want to kope :DDDD i must rmb to get it from you asap

sorry random thought.

im still so proud of my decision to go for training HAHAH! SORRY

my mom is so cute hahah , after we went to buy some groceries then we headed home, at the gate she pointed to the little plants in the plant rack and said "see all the little plants are growing! " in a super kiddy voice HAHAHA i felt like laughing but i controlled cuz if i laughed it would seem like this:


me: HAHAHAHAH!
crickets: *chirp* " creek creek...."
me: * looks embarrassed*


yeah thats why i didnt laugh out loud, not bad right? im getting more poised by the day :D


NO WAIT!

i dont want to get more poised by the day ! poised = restricted in actions
i cant live with that haha! aiya i cant imagine myself being a poised adult .... eeeee... must enjoy my chor lor self before the time comes where i have to give up my youth ):



went to parkway with shujing, faithe, serene and angie, met christine there haha (:


hahah my tiny eyes again . i wish i would stop posing for pictures like that but ah well..
do you see the hidden earrings? the dangly kind? yupp i bought those that day and my left ear piercing felt sore in the night and i took that earring off and blood came out yuck... i think it was too heavy, i admit , i was too ambitious , i tried dangly earrrings before studs i wish i could apologise to my ear piercing or smth. ive learnt my lesson.


thank God shujing drove us home that day if not i would have suffered in a bus or a train .. sheer embarrassment hahaha now i cant wear those pretty earrings until it heals ): its kinda raw now .. i noe , wrong choice of words but is there anything else to replace 'raw' if there is let me know hahah my vocab is kinda limited.

now i cant wear pretty earrings for star awards ):

i better stop here before i bore you with my boring thoughts haha! bye!